post make over crisis

so a couple of people have been at my neck complaining that i look ten years older.
beng!
not such a good feeling but yet again quite a good one to know that people take me as an adult being the kid i am.

i am however still struggling to comprehend what being too sophisticated and complicated means.
another beng!

i resorted to finding solutions to my now 'problem'

guaranteed there are things that would definitely be issues , dressing,hair,makeup and even posture.

just last evening i got what how i met your mother cast would call a convention from different parties though.there was even a buddy who mentioned innerwear ,i have no clue how he came to this

so today has been my premier of the make up and suprise

IT SUCKS!

i had to wear a sweater in place of a jacket
i have to survive without socks
and my showls /scarfs or blankets as they are being dissed are no where in existence

in short i am cold and feeling naked especially my feet which have been enjoying the luxury of my dads or brothers socks
my trench coat and showl are now unemployed thanx to this make over...not funny at all

2nd.
i wore make up ,i look and feel like a doll
then i have to keep reminding myself not to rub my eyes at every instance when i am stressed or want to think harder

3rd.
....still loading ..
i know i have a third complaint i cant put my hand on passee..

lets see if my 'date' will notice this make over
but i must mention i WANT man who takes and loves me in my socks ,grandmother jackets,boxers,makeupless face as long as am clean and i smell good.yap,I am a sucker for scents.

yours painfully
made over chozih. ting!