people ,their Definitions and self belief when it come to self amazes me

people ,their definitions and self belief when it come to self amazes me.

maybe i should start with a disclaimer,according to my faith and upbringing we are all beautiful and no one should state otherwise. thus the views expressed in this article do not reflect the views of my faith or upbringing a.k.a values

so yesterday am seated at home watching the very juicy match between England and germany which had totally taken me on a high,story for another piece. it was an emotional roller coaster and so during half-time there is no way i was going to have myself listening to the commentators who i have a million issues with the people who hired them ,truth be told they are rubbish,another story for another piece. there i was looking for distraction b4 the match resumed and viola something had caught my eyes.

i call it something because i couldn't as well make out what it really was. it was something long or should i say tall,swerving on a straight line and it was colorful. period! looking at the footer of the screen and i saw,"miss world contest........" wow,it was a modeling contest actually it was the miss world participant contest and so i now knew what the thing was,a model.

she seriously looked troubled by the clothes she was in which i heard her say were her own designs,they looked like she had met a cat and the hug didn't go so well. there were too many shreds . her makeup was what i call mosaic and collage on human skin.period .she was showing too much skin which is the only reason i think people were screaming at her.or they were extremely shocked at the sight of a walking scarecrow.

i think the judges were teasing her,why else would they continue asking her questions like,what would you do if you won?tell us about your designs,we have never seen them elsewhere?....the young lady then all smiles answered the questions with all conviction she had wowed them.

i watched a couple of other ladies walk or crawl through the runway and boy,i dont envy the judges.

what was even more interesting was the interview behind the scenes. the lady i described at first asked if she thinks she had proceeded to the next round she rolled her eyes and said"that is not a question baby.i won before my second step,i could tell" the well known fashionable host seemed as though her body was slowly tilting to collapse dead flat on the ground. i was in SHOCK.even my aging grandma would have had a good laugh with that one.

the only thing in my head at this point was,dont you get it? they are having comedy out of every word and thought from your brain?i seriously was dying to find out their definition of miss world contest because to me it seemed as though these girls were participating for the fact that they had extra high self esteem as well as having been told once by a person who maybe only wanted to take them to bed ,they are pretty gave them all the green lights to participate.

there was everything wrong with the ladies..the runway walk,shoes,hair,bags,clothes in that order were a disaster..i threw a shoe at a man who said his girlfriend who had a maroon rag on her head was the hottest..JESUS....men are liars! she looked as though she had her head stuck in a packet of flour.. i loved the expressions on the celeb status hosts who couldn't hide her burst out moments and shock here and there.

all i am saying,ladies we need to get a life sometimes..we believe in ourselves too much that we end up being so badly being hurt and feeling rejected when people are honest with us.


i am now going on a mission to trash any self confident look.its becoming too much